Monday, March 27, 2006

only took 10 years for this "aha" moment

you'd think that after being married for almost 4 years and being with the same man for 10, i'd already have known this but i had a true realization tonight.

he loves me.

truly loves me...

all of me, even at my worst, more so at my best i'm sure.

i don't know if there is anything that i could show him that would take that away. he's pretty much seen all of me and still he loves me.

he allows me to be me, warts and all.

no other male has ever made me feel that incredibly safe to be just me.

i love him more than i can describe for that.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

copycatting

i stole this from ms. heather

1. Where were you 1 hour ago? home putting up pictures and dusting...fun stuff

2. When is the last time you filled up your gas tank? personally....um, can't remember, hub usually ends up doing it for me

3. What is the most amount of money you spent in one store?almost 6000. on our new leather furniture


4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yes my wallet that has a pink M on it

5. When is the last time you went to the mall? probably christmas

6. Are you wearing socks right now? ya, or my feet would be their usual freezing

7. Do you have a car worth over $5,000? yup, both of our vehicles are

8. When was the last time you drove out of town? last friday for our trip to innisfail

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no, don't really like movie theatres

10. Do you get aroused easily? i think so but hub maybe be better to ask :)

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? instant french vanilla coffee

12. What was the last thing you mailed in the mail? a payment for binks chikadee magazine
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13. Do you wash your car? again, usually hub does it for me, i know i'm spoiled


14. Last fast food you ate? ugh, all weekend...kids and hub like it plus travelling with a dog makes it a little harder to eat in restaurants.

15. Where were you last week at this time? probably the exact same place i'm now, in the chair in the living room

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? i wish

17. What bank do you use? isn't that a little personal?

18. Do you own any land? only what's out front and back of our house

19. What do you want to be when you "grow up"? do i have to grow up??

20. Your dream vacation? somewhere hot with hub

21. Last boat ride you went on? ferry crossing over kootenay lake at christmas

22. How old are your parents? my dad will be 59 this year and my mom would've been 57


23. Are you in love? yes, or comfortably loved

24. Do you have any single friends? a few male friends not many female...maybe the awesome ms. h

25. Last play you saw? my daughter school play a couple of years ago

26. Have you been to New York? no

27. What are your plans for tonight? hanging with friends and going to an usborne book party, woo hoo

28. Last concert you went to? janet jackson in 89

29. Next trip you are going to take? no idea

30. Ever go to camp? no

31. Were you an honor roll student in school? yes

32. What is your current GPA? don't have one

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?yes the kind hub surprised with me.

34. Are you hungry? no just snacky

35. Where is your best friend located? outside shining up the truck to be sold

36. Do you own a cowboy hat? no but would like one

38 how old to you want to be when you have kids? i already have them

39. Do you collect anything? teapots

40. Is this quiz annoying? no not really

41. Last time you got pulled over? over 5 years ago, i've been a good girl

42. Ever been arrested? yes, when i was 16, on fri the 13th. a friend stole a tape but put it in my purse so i was arrested also.

43. Been to Mexico for Spring Break? no would love to go

44. Do you like hot sauce? no

45. Last time you had sex? a few weeks ago, ya i know sad :(

46. Do you need to do laundry? no , just have to fold the washed laundry

47. How many friends do you have? enough

48.are you someone best friend? i hope i'm hub's and one day my kids

49. Are you rich? no in the middle comfortable


50. When was your last paycheck? last friday

Thursday, March 09, 2006

"happiness is not having what you want. it is wanting what you have."

anonymous

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

"Although love can create intense feelings, love is not a feeling. It is a choice, an action, a way of behaving, a commitment. Love is sacrificing for others."

taken from "growing up guacamole"